I woke this morning from a dream where I was going from room to room destroying darkness. Literally dark shadows that were causing the humans of this earth to forget their higher self. The darkness kept them in a state of drama, despair and kept them distracted from finding their hearts. The thought from this darkness was to keep everyone from living their truth, the glorious journey that we all come here to find and share.
It got me to thinking… how was I able to get out of the shadow of the wrong teachings I was taught by my mother and father and society. I guess my biggest break was when I turned off the news, the tv, and social media.
I still find that when I post something on Facebook I want to see if anyone liked, that constant appreciation that makes me feel like I am worthy somehow. Yet it is all false in so many ways. I would much rather be face to face with these people who I call my friends. I would love to see their expressions or to feel the energy that is them. Once you disconnect from the energies of electronics you find that when you go back to it… it lacks so much.
I told a friend the other day my imagination is “awesome”. <—- I sang that last word. I put so much imagination into my own relationship that when I awoke I came to see that what I was imagining was nothing more than that. I was like wow… what a fantasy I was living in. The true colors of my illusion came up and slapped me across the face. My hurts, fear, and pain from the past had me paralyzed into thinking that I was not in charge of my life. As a child, we can only survive, yet as we step out into adulthood we keep those fears with us until we face them and heal them.
I have found this week I am talking to my heart more and more about everything I feel and then I get quiet and let my heart talk back. Sound crazy? How about this, remember as a kid when you would go to your room and talk to yourself about that cute guy or girl you liked or how your mom is delusional if she thinks you’re going to stay around her one more day after your 18th birthday. That was your heart, not your mind you were talking to. The mind likes to keep us safe and that means it will make us fear anything new that it hasn’t lived before. The heart is the one who says… try it!
My journey into this place called Me is the best journey yet. I have faced more drama, adventures, pain, and joy in this place called Me than any book or movie. It’s amazing that the story that is Me has so many twists and turns in my life story. My poor wrongly educated brain seems to want to sabotage me every move I try to make. It isn’t because it is hateful it just doesn’t know any better. Oh but then The heart comes to the rescue showing the mind the super power of love and how love can conquer any evil doings. What a great place Me is!!!
How do you find the YOU that is in need of your healing and help? Turn off the distractions. No TV, News, No FB time and sit and talk with yourself. To bad we have been taught that is not socially acceptable to talk about yourself and to trust in that radical heart we have. Crazy how we have been dummied down and taught to not trust in ourselves.
There are lots of struggles I am working on in my life. My imagination has helped me not to see what I am trying to see. It is easy to allow the mind to become distracted and keep us in a place that is safe! My imagination didn’t want me to see the realism that is out there. Yet as the veil is lifted I am grateful to see what is truly out there, not all of it is horrible. I was missing some very pretty and fun places.
I got up this morning and started my exercises again, I have been having some herxing issues with my Lyme disease and have been resting while going through them. I am going to start a new routine I found on FB and I really like it. I added the link to this dance exercise I am found so you can check it out… It is so cool and I look forward to putting it to use tomorrow morning or I think I will add it to my night-time routine. I picked up a new CD as well so there you go. One more step on my way to a better healthier me.
Hope you have a great and healing day!